Oniichan

This is a little gift for you. I'm not sure from where the idea came but I'm glad it did. I never really looked back at any previous IM conversations -- and I wish I had sooner! (Yes. This might be the only adorable thing I do.) Enjoy!



DECEMBER 10, 2001

y'know, findin' a good woman ain't that easy either.

DarthMike97

It couldn't be that difficult.




"Exotic, mysterious, not run-of-the-mill", he says.
"A nice smile", he says. "Tender kisses", he says.

DECEMBER 10, 2001

Angel Eyes GT
so, what are you looking for?

DarthMike97
i wouldn't say i look for a particular type

Angel Eyes GT
oh phhhht to you! can't you at least fantasize a little?

DarthMike97
fantasize? ok. little eyes w/ dark hair. just looks... unique

Angel Eyes GT
unique... like she has a peg leg?



DECEMBER 19, 2001

(2:12:22 AM)
ack! darth vader is dead! he's not wiggling anymore!!! ack!! ack!! make him wiggle!!

(2:12:43 AM)
oh nevermind... he's wiggling again. whew! for a moment there...

(2:12:54 AM)
no, I'm not crazy..he really wasn't wiggling for a while.

Angel Eyes GT



JANUARY 1, 2002

Angel Eyes GT
gimme a girl!

DarthMike97
how can i give you one, when i don't have one for myself???

Angel Eyes GT
now who's fault is that... with soooo many hotties crawling up your body?

DarthMike97
there's only one i want.

Angel Eyes GT
really??

DarthMike97
it should be obvious by now...


Oblivious.


JANUARY 1, 2002

did i say you had to back off...
or that i wanted you to?

DarthMike97



JANUARY 1, 2002

i'm most relaxed when i'm surrounded by hot water and soap... and with you it would be better.

DarthMike97

We'll do bubbles one day.



JANUARY 1, 2002

Angel Eyes GT
hey! no one touched me in any inappropriate way last night!

DarthMike97
well, when you have someone looking over your shoulder all night...

Angel Eyes GT
really? aww...my guardian angel.

Angel Sanctuary


JANUARY 24, 2002

Angel Eyes GT
and now. for the list of things you CAN say... and SHOULD say...

DarthMike97
i'd like to see that list.

Angel Eyes GT
(1) You are a goddess.

DarthMike97
yes, ms. goddess.

Angel Eyes GT
(2) You're right...you're always right. (Use this one often.)

DarthMike97
always.

Angel Eyes GT
(3) I couldn't sleep last night. thinking about you does that to me.

DarthMike97
oh, you know it.

Angel Eyes GT
(4) I like your mac n cheese.



MARCH 3, 2002

honestly, there was only one girl at that party i wanted to hold in my arms...YOU!

i would hope that you've realized that by now.

DarthMike97

Nope. Still oblivious.



MARCH 3, 2002

EVA Pilot Daria
penny for your thoughts? i have two dimes... that's twenty thoughts!

DarthMike97
1. gauri 2. football 3. GO TERPS!! 4. APO 5. gauri 6. what to do tomorrow? 7. i'm tired 8. does she really need 20? 9. what should i do now? 10. hmmmmm 11. brain freeze 12. i wonder how many people will show up tomorrow 13. is she really kidding? 14. :-P 15. :-D 16. 8-) 17. what else am i thinking? 18. i only have eyes for gauri, despite what she/others may think 19. last night was a weird party 20. GO TERPS!!!!!!!"

DarthMike97
where's my 20 cents?



MARCH 17, 2002

i think we're getting attached to each other. for better or worse.

DarthMike97

For better. Always.



MARCH 17, 2002

gauri, sometimes people just simply click. i mean, you said it yourself. at times, it's like we're thinking with the same mind.

DarthMike97



MARCH 17, 2002

i like things where they are. and i'm in no hurry to 'get it over with soon'

DarthMike97



MARCH 18, 2002

don't give up. please. let's ride it out and see what happens.

DarthMike97



MAY 12, 2002

EVA Pilot Daria
You know what I like about having maybe one or two drinks in me?

DarthMike97
what?

EVA Pilot Daria
It makes me brave enough to ask someone to come over to my place after a party, then throw them on the couch, and get on top.

DarthMike97
so i found out.

So when are you going to get drunk and fondle me?



MAY 12, 2002

EVA Pilot Daria
so, what are you wearing?

DarthMike97
not much.

EVA Pilot Daria
no way!! okay. who's over there? what's her name? and why you be in a state of undress for her? (teasing)

DarthMike97
all i'm doing is thinking of you.



MAY 23, 2002

EVA Pilot Daria
"lemme lick you up and down til you say stop lemme play with your body baby make you real hot lemme do all the things you want me to do cause tonight baby i wanna get freaky with you"

DarthMike97
woohoo!

EVA Pilot Daria
"i'll make love to you like you want me to and i'll hold you tight baby all through the night i'll make love to you like you want me to and i will not let go til you tell me to"

DarthMike97
woohoo!

EVA Pilot Daria
"i don't want anybody else when i think about you i touch myself"

DarthMike97
woohoo!

Listen to this!





Listen to this!





Listen to this!



MAY 29, 2002

EVA Pilot Daria
I'm sure you are capable of caring about someone. Just gotta pick that someone.

DarthMike97
gotta find someone who will let me

Can I be that person?



MAY 29, 2002

DarthMike97
yeah. if i was fickle i wouldn't still be around. i wouldn't be talking to you. i wouldn't care enough to even have this talk or any other like it. the fact that you have challenges and expections is good. it challenges me. it challenges me to be a better person. a better friend. and, the more we talk, i mean, really talk, like this, the more of an effect you will have on me. the better we'll get along. and, in the end, the more i'll do for you.

EVA Pilot Daria
[sigh] You really like me, huh.

DarthMike97
yes i do. and, if i didn't, you would have chased me away already.

EVA Pilot Daria
[laughing] Am I really that bad?

Don't answer.
I know I am.



MAY 29, 2002

damn you. you make it so easy for me to open up to you. and really talk. honestly and deeply. that hasn't happened in a long time. so i guess i am getting better.

DarthMike97



MAY 29, 2002

yeah. well, that's all the more reason for us to put in this level of work. and it is work. to maintain and improve our relationship. "for better or for worse" is no reason for us to become complacent and comfortable with each other. we need to constantly challenge each other.

DarthMike97



JUNE 22, 2002

being friends (and more) with you makes me care. i spent so long in a state of indifference that it total screwed me up. but you are bringing a lot back to me. slowly, i know. but it's there. and i'm breaking out of my shell. again, slowly, i know. but it's there. and it's happening. you make me want to better myself. you give me that extra motivation. whether you realize it or not. and i know, at times, it doesn't seem like it. and i know i can be more romantic. but those were all things that i lost.

DarthMike97

This little something is to show you that you are already very... you know. I wish I had realized much of this sooner.



JUNE 22, 2002

you still deserve the credit [for bringing back everything i know i can do].
even if you just happened to be the right one at the right time.

DarthMike97



JUNE 22, 2002

ok. the sun is coming up...time to go to bed.

DarthMike97



JULY 4, 2002

so, am i a right decision...or a quickly made decision?

DarthMike97

Not a decision at all.
I didn't have to think about this for even a moment.



JULY 4, 2002

you really like me, don't you? it's not sinking in for some reason.

asianbishoujo



JULY 8, 2002

it's so hard to prove you wrong. for lack of a better way to put it. one day you seem to accept, then the next day you're pushin' away. so many times i feel like i have whiplash from being jostled back and forth. but i hang in there, because i do care. i want to be there for you. and i want to prove that to you. somehow...

DarthMike97

There is nothing to prove. I need to stop being so difficult.
Maybe even open my eyes a little.



JULY 8, 2002

how can you find something right if you only expect the worst? will you be able to let yourself see it when it's in front of you?

DarthMike97

I will be able to see it now.

Listen to this!


JULY 8, 2002

honestly, there shouldn't be any problems between us. really. we keep making trouble for ourselves. that's what we need to stop doing.

DarthMike97

There were never any problems between us.
I regret letting other people get in the way.

Listen to this!


JULY 8, 2002

i wanna go to bed with a smile on my face after talking to/seeing you. and wake up in the morning knowing that i'll still be able to look at you and smile.

if i couldn't see you anymore, then i wouldn't be smiling anymore.

DarthMike97


Listen to this!


JULY 8, 2002

I gave you 5 flowers for 5 great months.
But I don't want things to end there.

DarthMike97

Neither do I.



JULY 9, 2002

"I've realized one thing, how much I love you. And it hurts to see, to see you cryin'. I believe we can make it through the winds of change."

sorry, couldn't resist. i'll leave you alone now.

DarthMike97

Don't leave me alone!
That would make me sad.

Listen to this!


AUGUST 22, 2002

I shouldn't take my frustrations against someone else out on you...even if sometimes you do similar things.. because really in the end you are so much nicer and you do so many good things...like the right things...

asianbishoujo



SEPTEMBER 27, 2002

asianbishoujo
tsk tsk. you're no fun. I'll catch you when you are well-rested, fun, and ready to be jumped.

DarthMike97
well, that's right now

asianbishoujo
oh HA HA HA HA quit it.
you ain't funny

DarthMike97
you think i'm kidding?



SEPTEMBER 27, 2002

asianbishoujo
sweeeeetest of sweet dreams

DarthMike97
only if you're in them

NOVEMBER 8, 2002

asianbishoujo
g'night, handsome! sweet dreams!

DarthMike97
there'd be a few more if you were here, though.

asianbishoujo
[smile] so, I'm only good when I'm right next to you? 'out of sight out of mind'?

DarthMike97
well, no. out of sight, always in mind... but better when in arms.



NOVEMBER 12, 2002

DarthMike97
i like you. a lot. i like being with you. i like how... simple and straight forward things are... when it's just the two of us.

asianbishoujo
the sex ain't half bad either

DarthMike97
*smiles* and there is that too



NOVEMBER 12, 2002

all i know is that i like being with you and i don't want it to end

DarthMike97

Me neither.



NOVEMBER 12, 2002

DarthMike97
sweet dreams

asianbishoujo
I hope so... for both of us.

DarthMike97
only if you're there

asianbishoujo
I'll try, but I have a lot to do first.

DarthMike97
well, you have 8.5 hours to make it

Listen to this!

December 2002
One year anniversary